Never Again.......................................

Bruised in love.....
sometimes .....when in broken or in solitude...
I wonder .....what wrong did I do??
what mistake have I done????
what did I ask from u??? but a smile???

In angst, in pain, and .....I feel angry, disgusted..,
I see the things that we could have shared....
I feel the autumn of my heart turn to cold chilly winter...
and back to the scorching heat.....
and I wish, u cud ever understand ...and come to me....

I wish we could see the sun rising together, 
wish we could hear the stream going by, the birds chirp, 
we could under the sunny skies go for a walk,
in the cold evenings, I could wrap my coat around u , and see the swan sail by....
In downpours we could sit under the umbrella and see the sea surge......

In broken and in solitude, I ask why it cudnt be the way I wanted,
I ask why we couldnt fight and forget and let things be....
I ask why we cant be kids again, enjoy the silly fights ...grieve and come together again,
I ask , why we cant share thethings again???
I ask , and ask and ask...........
and feel the sounds of your silence....boom through the soul of my brokenheart....

and then deep within, a resolve rises,
now your and my path , will never ever cross .....
for this being, with a broken heart has resolved...
that no matter what.....we will never ever meet again,
and ever talk about the days gone by, that u so conveniently forgot.....

I will always wish u well and will be happy when I see u so.....
But ....my fair lady, this heart shall never beat for thou again,
nor would it for anyone else......