a total misfit

in a world of practical , social ppl...
i am a total misfit...
where words are not of any value and people use and get things done, in a place where power , status,
money , name , fame precede over love, friendship, camaraderie and good old fashioned generosity ..
i am a total misfit..
in a world where the good guy has been replaced by the smart guy , the straight bloke has been replaced by the shrewd and cunning, where genuine , simple , heart to heart feelings have no value , where glamour glosses over substance, polished fakes win more often that, nice but naive guys...
i am a total misfit......
hard nosed , practical and material beings score over naive , fresh and silly romanticisms..
Am no angel ....and know the twists and turns as good as nybody else....
sometimes i feel to chuck all ethos and plunge and live for the moment....
still ....something always holds back...
maybe....I am a total fisfit.

to be or not to be.....that still is the question