Sunday, October 20, 2024

Revised and reloaded- Life lessons at 40

 Life lessons at 40 – revised and reloaded. 


1. You owe nothing to the world. And the world owes you nothing. 
2. Good health is the biggest blessing. Wealth is lost, nothing is lost, health is lost, something is lost, character lost, everything is lost. 
3. Earlier I used to believe in life 95 percent would be effort and 5 percent would be luck , Realised long ago that it’s the reverse!  
4. Be nice and good, but don’t go out there to prove yourself. The world wont bother or care to understand. No one will cry when you die.
5. Good people die early, young. For various reasons. 
6. Everything in life is temporary. Life itself is transient by nature. In larger scheme of things we are nothing more than passing specs in the sands of time.
7. Never rely on Spoken word , it has no worth since most dishonor it. Talk is cheap, only actions matter. 
8. Do not seek for social validations. The world is a brutal and nasty place, it shall only respect and sing your peaens when they need you for any reason. Moment its served, it turns your back on you. Expect nothing and you shall not be disappointed.
9. Its enough, if you have 2-3 good friends and healthy relationships. Rest doesn’t matter. 
10. Every relationship has strings attached. There are no selfless relationship in the material world. Not even some parents. Material world is material world, spiritual world is spiritual world. It is inexorably linked, but these are both very different worlds. While spirituality is a deeply personal and evolved subject, needing sacrifices, material world is all about asking, gaining and owning.
11. Behaviourial culture is always subjective to change. Creative culture is a rarity. Let one of your pursuits be of creativity. 
12. Most people don’t understand others problems. So think and find out solutions yourselves. 
13. Being wise in hindsight has no meaning.
14. Books and music were and are still your best friends. There is no end to learning. Art is long, life is short. 
15. Wealth is not happiness. Mostly Its comfort and necessity and fulfils a few wants. But it cannot be a defining factor in relationships or life. By its nature, Laxmi is transferable. 
16. Peace is the most important thing in life, along with good health. Peace never comes easy, has never been easy. One has to fight to get that and retain that peace.
17. Remain positive and thoughtful, and avoid negative and manhoos people , the world is full of them.
18. World is full of whataboutery and wordplay and unnecessary talks. Discover your peace within.
19. Good people shall always be manipulated. It’s a fact of life. From own near relations to outside world, they shall always try to take advantage of you and turn the other way when you approach them. So beware. 
20. Better be alone than in bad company.
21. Happiness is one’s own and a route to self discovery. You will never be happy if you compare others, compare yourself and judge. 
22. Donate and keep doing charity, silently, without any showmanship or any expectations . 
23. Opinions are like assholes, everyone has it. Not necessarily facts. Develop your own, after a refined thought process, never following any one blindly. 
24. Financial independence is one fact of life. Wealth cannot and should not be a matter of ego. Just a matter of being grateful to have it. Laxmi may or may not come on your desire and wants, but she will leave at her will. 
25. Gossip is well, Gossip. Good for entertainment, but of very less value. 
26. You have a limited shelf life. Stop worrying. Start living.
27. Your time in this world is limited, more limited than you can think of. And future uncertainties shall ensure it shall be so. But let it not make you insecure , rather liberate. Live without fear. Cut out imaginary problems. 
28. Humility and dignified people are a rarity. Class is permanent. Separate the grain from the chaff.
29. Blood is thicker than water. No logic or reason will work against it. It is what it is.
30. Important to stay neutral to praise or criticism. Equanimity in victory and defeat.
31. What people say about you is not important, its how you react to it. Act, react, not act, ignore, be neutral, etc…time, place, situation, circumstances dictate everything.
32. Essentially, life is a manifestation.nothing that’s happening now or is going to happen, hasn’t happened before. Its just the form, time, place that changes. 
33. The world owes nothing to you. Nor do you owe anything to the world. You are not so important or special as you think to be. Having said that, you are unique. There is no reason to be pessimistic. Have one life, live well. 
34. Never wrestle with a pig because you'll both get dirty and the pig likes it
35. A good friend is worth all the gold in the world, even if hes dense or damn stupid. 
36. Corollary - An intelligent enemy is reasonable than a stupid friend.
37. Enemies are known to attack you, but a friend can stab you in the back. So be careful in choosing enemies and more careful in choosing friends. 
38. Sansar Jeevan is driven by needs and wants, not love and care as before. That era is gone, now its pure base emotions out at work. U cant expect any wholistic view, except short term needs and desires. It’s a crooked world out there.
39. In today’s times, love is a myth.. its just need by a different name.
40. Zindagi me Khushi ke mauke kam hi aate hai. 
41. A cursed life is never happy. It can hope against hope, try its best to be. But if your life is cursed by situations, circumstance and surroundings, be it people or places, you will never be happy. Its a judgemental and rigid society.. structure influences behaviour.
42. The price of love is pain. Pain is a lived experience. Unless someone hasn’t gone thru it, cant fathom it. 
43. In today’s times, Kindness and empathy is a diminishing quality and will gradually be consigned to the bins of history. In a narcissistic society, inhabited and ruled by Narcs, those are the first few casualties. It’s a reflection of where the society has devolved.
44. Arz kia hai .... Zarurat ko Chahat samajhne ki khata na karna.. mohabbat dur ki baat hai..is gamghin zamaane me hamdard kam hi milte hai..
45. Views and opinions are good, nice to have.. but then anyone can have it, regardless of facts and totally based on their own deep rooted biases , ignorance or half knowledge. So these are not to be taken seriously. Unless its worth knowing and something to learn from, only to be ignored. 
46. Corporate success line – yes sir, yes sir, 3 bags full sir. 
47. hope as they say is a good friend and master but bad servant.
48. We are living in extreme difficult times. Its difficult to live and obscurity follows death. Value of human lives and sentiments have reduced drastically. It’s the age of raw, base desires at play, where absolutism and extremism has taken deep roots in the society, almost everywhere. There is no room for reasoned debates, or finer nuances in anything now. Just stupid views and ill informed opinions.

Impermanence

 I've come to realize long ago that life's impermanence is an unavoidable truth. People change, and so do our circumstances. My father's experience taught me this harsh reality.


He had a close friend, Sunil Kaka - a vibrant soul with an infectious laugh, a heart full of gold, and a mind bursting with wit, humor, and knowledge. His effervescent personality could light up any room, making everyone feel welcome and valued. Selfless and generous, Sunil Kaka had a unique gift for connecting with people from all walks of life.

Tragedy struck unexpectedly. At 32, while working alongside my father at Bengal Paper Mills, a small infection developed in Sunil Kaka's leg. What seemed like a minor issue escalated rapidly, and despite medical efforts, the infection spread, forcing doctors to amputate his leg. The shock and trauma were overwhelming, and by 36, he was gone.

My father was devastated, taking years to recover from the loss. He became stoic, maintaining dignified friendships but guarding his heart.

He shared stories of Sunil Kaka with me, and I realized the profound impact of that loss on him. True friendships are rare, and life's unpredictability can shatter them. Yet, we must find resilience in the face of grief.

As I reflect on my father's experience, I understand how it shaped his approach to relationships. He taught me to cherish meaningful connections and cope with life's impermanence. I've learned to appreciate the value of true friendships and the importance of resilience in the face of adversity.

Monday, September 23, 2024

Tidbit Memoirs – Raniganj

 Tidbit Memoirs – Raniganj


Do you know the movie Kaala Pathar (1979), inspired by this very town and surrounding areas of the Coal Fields in India s heartland, echoes the struggles and triumphs of its people. As I reminisce about Raniganj, where my childhood unfolded, memories come alive.. My father's 25-year tenure at Bengal Paper Mills, now a part of the West Bengal State-owned industrial conglomerate, etched an indelible mark on our lives.

Boarding a train from Burdwan Station (now Bardhaman Junction) on a crisp winter morning, the scenery transforms into a nostalgic canvas. As the engine chugs along, I sip steaming chai and savor the spicy kick of jhaal muri, a quintessential Bengali snack, from vendors at every station. With each stop, memories flood back:

- Talit, with its serene temples, including the ancient Shyamrai Temple, and whispered prayers
- Khana Junction (now Khana Station), where the historic Grand Chord line branches out, carrying dreams and aspirations; witness the electrification of the line, completed in 2020
- Galsi, Paraj, and Mankar, each station a milestone in my journey, showcasing West Bengal's rural landscape

At Mankar, consider veering off to:

- Dokra village, cradle of the ancient Dokra art form (dating back 5,000 years), now a hub for artisans and craftsmen; visit the Dokra Art Museum
- Jamunadighi farmhouse, a haven of 47 glistening lakes, sprawling gardens, and tranquility; ideal for eco-tourism and rural exploration
- Bhalkimachan forest reserve, where silence is golden and nature's beauty reigns; spot rare bird species and indigenous flora

As the train rumbles on:

- Panagarh's WWII airbase, now home to the Indian Air Force's Eastern Air Command; witness the annual Air Force Day celebrations
- Durgapur's steel plants, part of the SAIL (Steel Authority of India Limited) conglomerate, driving India's steel production; explore the Durgapur Barrage and Damodar River
- Andal's airport (Andal Airport, also known as Durgapur Airport), connecting West Bengal to major cities; witness the growth of industrial and commercial activities

This journey through West Bengal's heartland weaves a rich tapestry of culture, history, and emotions. Every station, every scent, every taste evoke memories, transporting me back to Raniganj's embracing arms.
Now, come to Raniganj, where memories flood back. We'll cross over the first bridge, Raniganj station's peculiar layout—two platforms end, two begin.

Red soil beneath our feet, mix of Gangetic and red, coal lying beneath. Take a bus to Mejia town, thermal power station on Damodar; ask Tulsi Kaka, our old rickshawallah, to take us to Ballabhpur.

Tulsi Kaka's eternal smile welcomes us; his eyes reflect the passage of time. "Arey babu, those were the days!" he exclaims, sharing tales of Bengal Paper Mills' heyday.

We approach Ballabhpur, emotions swirling—happiness, sadness, nostalgia, longing. Bengal Paper Mills' board still stands, a testament to its glorious past. Seven machines once hummed, producing paper that fueled India's growth.

The hooter's familiar sound echoes in my mind, marking shift changes. Workers rushed to begin or end their day, amidst the mill's rhythmic roar.

Reach the officer quarters, where my father taught me life's basics. Sitting in his lap, I watched India beat Pakistan at MCG in 1985, Kapil Dev and Dilip Vengsarkar leading the thrilling semifinal chase.

In those same loving arms, I heard Hemant Kumar, Kishor Kumar, Lata Mangeshkar, and Manna Dey's soulful melodies; his favorite songs, now etched in my heart.

He'd share stories of Corbett's hunts—Man Eaters of Kumaon, Rudraprayag's thrilling tales—in his gentle, soft, and patient manner.

Meet father's old friends, gentle eyes holding stories of a bygone era—Rosie and Elsa, our loyal German Shepherds, by their side.

Evening descends, Ballabhpur's mandir bhajans fill the air; labor quarters come alive with dhaak, dhol. Crickets serenade us with crittering.

Night falls, Ballabhpur's silence wraps around us. Memories, emotions, nostalgia converge—the essence of Raniganj, a bittersweet blend.

Post Script:

Mejia Ghat's annual fare remains etched in memory. Thousands gathered, united by faith and community. Huge oars stirred massive saucepans, cooking khichdis to feed the multitude. The aroma of steaming rice and lentils wafted through the air, mingling with laughter and devotion.

 The ghat's rustic charm,  gentle flow of Damodar, and the warmth of gatherings past continue to inspire.

Raniganj's essence lingers, a testament to love, community, and the passage of time.

To be contd. ….

Friday, September 11, 2020

Blog Update V32- The vagaries of the world

 Its not that they don't sense it. It's a deliberate attempt to act dumb..and reap benefits...


Crux is .neither the world nor you both owe anything to each other...

A poor man has no friends, except his books thoughts and music maybe..
But then what good are fairweather friends?

Stop outgoing calls. You will soon realise who your friends are...

The narratives of " all is well / all is lost" are both self serving hyperboles and infructuous. Do not fall prey to it......

Kisi ke paas Kuch hai  ya nahi pata nahi, rone ki aadat zarur hai...

Do verb , be verb..
Curious to know what is done, not what is said...

Good or bad is subjective. Almost Everything is driven by agenda in material world...I wish I cud be wrong on this..

Blog update V31- The vagaries of the world

 There is no fun in derived fame or inherited fortune..


What's the point in being good. You will eventually keep attracting emotional or financial vampires...with sob stories..

The world is full of "smart" people without integrity..so does it have  " victims"  and " the entitled" in plenty.. life will happen to you no matter what you are..who you are..

Take criticism from those, from whom you take advice..
Else it's infructuous..

Any crisis will have two options..either it will bring people together or drive em apart. There is nothing in between...

Life is current, never lived in afterthought..or hindsight..

People are very linear and judgemental when it comes to others..but very selective and wide ranged when it comes to themselves...

Blog Update V30- The ways of the world

 Almost all.religions will tell you not to think but believe. To think or to reason might have it's limitations, but what about blind belief?


"if - then - else" loop flowchart of any religion.. focuses on afterlife..
How about this life then?
Has anyone seen karma ? How many have.felt.it...

Knowledge and gentlemanliness is free, but anything free has little value..it's an exploitative world out there...

Smart but heartless, what's the point?

Logic and reason are overrated and unappreciated in a world of cognitive biases ..

Lone 🐅 remains secluded in a party of hyaena and jackals..

It's about breaking shells .. and regeneration.  The moulds give way to new ones.. and a stronger person emerges..  there is no "image" to live up to.. you define your identity..

Work with passion.. results will show..

Blog Update V29- The ways of the world

 See where your instincts lead you. Thereafter your own zeal and enthusiasm will guide you


Want to, have to, ought to... And the action .thereafter..

Aaj hotaat Baba r daak pelaam. Jeno dur theke daakche.. baabaaa..aa..aa..
Baba daakche, ebaar money hoe jaaoar shomoy hoe Elo..

You can be a fair honest and straightforward guy, but people around you may not. What do you do?

A belief system based on fear or benefit is infructuous..